apparently i was soppose to look for my poems. they never turned up. sadly =[

well this summer was amazing. i lived in japan for a month with 11 other great people. well 10..jaime was a b!tch. i also met the love of my life. and i DO plan to marry him. he has been the best thing to happento me. sadly he lives far. and my college plans and his, are still distant. hopefully chance and fate will give me another chance as it has MANY times during the trip.

since the trip my views on life and myself has changed. a lot of it thanks to "him". he's amazing, my hero, my teacher, my cook [lol], my everything. and what if i am falling to hard for him. i just know that this summer was amazing and i dont ever want to lose him. he's too precious too perfect.

enough about him.

like i said japan has changed my views and my future. im thinking of going into asian studies, specifically japan, but totally asia. its history and tradition is so rich. its strange to me. seeing that i live in a country with not that much history nor tradition. its all foreign to me.


well i leave with knowing no one will read this haha. and if you do dont make fun of me...lol i finally been the most sure and most happy and satisfied in my life..and im planing to protect that thought..

daiski,

madey

sayonara.